Hot August Night in the South
by Cassandra Whitaker
[Britt Bustos, Associate Editor: "Whitaker here creates a pastoral ode to queerness – not just through memory but through a futurity, one which asks us to dare a queer future where pinks are hellos and goodbyes at the same time. Their detailed imagery of this queer future provides hope and imagination to any who wish to join in the gathering of friends under the August breeze as they reminisce about the defiance in lacking definition."]
Crepe myrtles throw down their party favors,
each outdoing the other, a chain of pink
hellos, one after the other after the other
after the other, August remains committed
to breeziness; there’s too much trauma
in the wind this summer, this summer,
the last summer the swelter will be this cool,
remember, some old queer will say, when
summers dipped below a hundred; the youth,
what shall they recall? I loved my friends,
I came out, I lived my truth
as the government turned inside out
to flesh my freedoms, before we chased the wolf
out, back when we had more fun, before
the topsoil dusted, before the dollar busted,
when we were young. The future will be
queerer than I can imagine, a kind of weather
system; the sheer size of a pink future is too much
for one, it takes so much breath to speak
it, to give it height while standing
against the wolf beyond sight; it brings sleepy wisdom,
what to do now? Time for song, to gather
friends, to shut the downstairs windows, hold love
as tight as you care; does anything change?
When it comes down to it, I reach out my hand.